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[Aug. 3rd, 2007|01:51 pm] |
Guess i'll make atleast one update. Nothing much has happened with my life.
I got a job, a job that would be much better with older, hipper people.
I've been working out, gotten on some fiber pills and C-500.
I've been writing alot, drawing alot, dreaming alot, wondering what if I pushed my ideas to the limit, what if I actually got signed, and became another frank miller, another robert kirkman.
Then when you and your kids went to the next big movie, you'd see "based on the novel by brian elliott" before that giant lightning flash.
I called in a dispute over a payment from Microsoft. They charged me for another year of xlive when I was on the phone with them a week ago, clearly stating that I didn't want it renewed. From the best of my knowledge, the happy guy on the other end of the line told me it'd be cancelled on the 2nd. Whatever. I'm not going to pay $50 for something i'm not going to be able to use.
CCAD is around the corner. I...have been really disappointed about my college life. It has been terrible. Absolutely horrible. All year, all fucking year last year, when everyone else was snapping shots, having fun, playing, being themselves, being kids, I was bitching about my roomates. Thats all I fucking did. Me and Svet. Bitching about Kat. 24 fucking 7, and to no else. I know who i'm not going to be when I grow up, and that is anyone or anything like her. We're going to have to commute from my house, so its going to be Svet and I living alone. I'd love to get out of here, find a descent apartment to live in with a few friends, and commute closer, but its expensive and working while at CCAD isn't exactly an easy thing.
I've moved my room 4 times. As in i've moved everything; the bed, the tv, my drafting table, my computer, etc.
And it is getting very fucking old. Hopefully I've reached a good conclusion this time around.
My last day of work is the 5th.
I need to get some painting jobs done.
I kinda miss AIM, but i'm never on, and neither is anyone else.
Let's all thank livejournal for the hours upon hours of outletting that it provided for us in our dire need of bitching.
-B.E. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2007|10:02 pm] |
I didn't know what else to do.
I didn't know what else to say.
Its bullshit.
It wasn't worth it, Zach. |
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[Feb. 27th, 2007|04:15 am] |
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Be something better. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 11th, 2006|04:32 am] |
"This song goes out to all of you who miss being a kid."
-Bane |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 1st, 2006|08:39 pm] |
I really miss everyone.
And it kills me that alot of you are unhappy.
Today is Sveta and I's 1 year anniversary. I love her so much.
Lately i'm dying of homework, but I got to cut loose today.
Svet took me to this high end German Village restaurant place..we ate lobster and kalamari. Good stuff.
Then She took me to the book loft and I got some bad ass illustration books. Gotta love Lord of the Rings.
So, I can't help but look at all these movie reviews sucking the dick of The Science of Sleep.
That was the worst movie in the history of man.
There was no clear undertone at all, half way through the entire audience looked around as if trying to flip a coin at whether or not Stephane was in life, or in an REM.
Fuck those movies, being artsy for the sake of artsy is getting really fucking repetative and rusty.
Well i'm going to chain myself to the floor now and illustrate me some illustrations. Goodnight, world.
P.S., Watch The Soup. Great show. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2006|02:03 am] |
I just would like to say, before I go back to college tomorrow,
that out of every person who promised they'd visit me,
only bryan ehlan actually came over to my house.
Thank you, Bryan.
The most i've had in terms of actual contact this summer is from a few phone calls is from my dear friend Jeff Crouch.
It really fucking disappoints me to know so many of my friends said they were going to chill with me and kick it, and never so much as called me
or returned any of my calls.
AIM=KillCBK |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 6th, 2006|11:18 pm] |
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Fuck livejournal. I'm outta here. |
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| cAtWoMaN jUiCe?! |
[Mar. 26th, 2006|04:46 am] |
It got cut off. But you'll get the jist of it.
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[Mar. 21st, 2006|09:31 pm] |
I'm in winchester.
614-571-8413.
I leave thursday. Snatch me.
P.S.,
Experts show that cocaine makes you look older. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 8th, 2006|12:43 am] |
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| | The Offspring-The Kids Arent Alright | ] |
Fuck NAMBLA and everything it stands for.
I hope they all burn alive. |
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| Read this |
[Mar. 7th, 2006|02:34 am] |
So many things have happened in the past month.
I turned 19. Joy.
I am getting an apartment next to Franklin University with the most beautiful girl in the world + 2.
I party alot these days, namely my last birthday party.
Svet cut out 40 cat pictures and all of us drew shit on them.
I got a cake, chocolates, Pheonix Axe and a sculpture Sveta made for me. Along with other precious things
Mom mailed me a portable DVD player that she got for free. Attached with it was a $50 gift certificate and a note describing to me that the DVD player was yet another item turned into CVS, complaining that it was defective and so mom and I BOTH now have "broken" DVD players shunned by the citizens of Winchester.
I went to cinc and stayed with Kat's parents. Her farther is a doctor and her mother is a jewel crafter. Tony showed me his room, and his massive assortments of personal crafted items. Airsoft guns and the predator blade, with full mounting abilities with a spring he hand made for use.
He makes McGuyvor look like a lego freak
I predicted that I was going to see Briana down on OSU campus.
I saw Briana at an EB games down on OSU campus.
Marissa and Megan are the only ones who really call me anymore. I text them and keep in touch as much as I can.
I stayed up all night lastnight and replayed all of my childhood, teenage, and pre-adult moments in life that brought me to my school in the midst of watching the sunrise through my windows while Sveta in my bed and Kevin lit his pipe up and began to think.
I'm putting Recovery Boys on hiatus and writing a new story called "Gods"
I understand, knowing a full set of my dads problems, and after asserting things from Igby Goes Down, that my dad has a right to be angry.
I think about the times I spent at Patricks and at the Crouch's House. I can recall the night I drew on everyone and I had to walk to my car alone and the lights of the Crouch's windows left me.
I watched a snake named Teek eat three goldfish. He was hungry.
Sveta is hilarious and asleep in my bed.
My dog is very lonely. No one plays with Tiger and when company comes over he stops aging.
I listen to David Bowie's "Ashes to Ashes" and think of myself as an old man
I watched, and heard, several events in which the child lashed out at the parents in ferocious disrespect. And I thought about all the great parents who spoil dirty, greedy, disrespectful children who don't deserve their love. And then I think of all of the children who are brilliant, kind and loving but are fathered and mothered by abusive, uncaring and problem-ridden parents. I then come to the conclusion that my memories are based on extremes.
I understand that alchemy is a pseudo science.
I love the Boondocks. Holy god. "Liquid Bling"
Well, goodnight! |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 19th, 2006|04:33 pm] |
You know,
some people are just ugly and stupid. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 4th, 2006|08:12 pm] |
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I hope the bitches who wronged me burn in hell. |
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| 4jeff. |
[Feb. 3rd, 2006|10:26 pm] |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 25th, 2006|12:14 am] |
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The olive garden is the shit. |
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| THE VIDEO GAME NAME BATTLE-created by me & josh. |
[Jan. 7th, 2006|11:17 pm] |
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| | Iniquity-The Bullets Breath | ] |
Summerisover038: Metalman
ExplosivoFueled: Metalman?
Summerisover038: Yeah. Now you go
ExplosivoFueled: Like the Mega Man 2 character?
Summerisover038: Say a character
Summerisover038: until I can't
Summerisover038: or you can't
ExplosivoFueled: Oh, okay.
ExplosivoFueled: Luigi.
Summerisover038: No no
Summerisover038: it has to be a megaman -man
ExplosivoFueled: Oh, okay.
Summerisover038: then if I lose, I pick the next game to name characters
Summerisover038: and if you lose, you pick street fighter or w/e
Summerisover038: (i'm making this game as I type, gimme a break)
ExplosivoFueled: Understood.
ExplosivoFueled: Skull Man.
Summerisover038: Cutman
ExplosivoFueled: Air Man.
Summerisover038: Snake Man
ExplosivoFueled: Windman.
Summerisover038: Gutsman
ExplosivoFueled: Iceman.
Summerisover038: Flame Mammoth
ExplosivoFueled: Chill Penguin
Summerisover038: Boomer Kuwanger
ExplosivoFueled: Yamatoman.
Summerisover038: Storm Eagle
ExplosivoFueled: Launch Octopus.
Summerisover038: Armored Armadillo
ExplosivoFueled: Sting Chameleon.
Summerisover038: Elecman
ExplosivoFueled: Pharoh Man
Summerisover038: ( I <3 pharoh man)
Summerisover038: Protoman
ExplosivoFueled: Centaurman
Summerisover038: Spark Mandrill
ExplosivoFueled: Knightman.
Summerisover038: Swordman
ExplosivoFueled: Flameman.
Summerisover038: Clownman
ExplosivoFueled: (Nice one.)
Summerisover038: (tru3)
ExplosivoFueled: Sigma.
Summerisover038: (FUCK SIGMA.)
Summerisover038: (I HATE THAT ASSHOLE.)
Summerisover038: hmm.
Summerisover038: umm.
Summerisover038: Boltman
ExplosivoFueled: Magnetman.
Summerisover038: Grenademan
ExplosivoFueled: Bombman.
Summerisover038: Cutman
Summerisover038: OH
Summerisover038: shit
Summerisover038: I already said him
Summerisover038: shit
Summerisover038: I lose
ExplosivoFueled: Good game, though.
Summerisover038: true
Summerisover038: we're kinda tight with some megamen
Summerisover038: hmmm
Summerisover038: I pick the game noooww....
Summerisover038: hmmmmmmmmm
ExplosivoFueled: Psh, hell yeah we are.
Summerisover038: Like Street Figher?
ExplosivoFueled: Yes, I do.
Summerisover038: Ok lets rock
Summerisover038: *plays death metal*
Summerisover038: Ken.
ExplosivoFueled: Blanka.
Summerisover038: Guile
ExplosivoFueled: E. Honda
Summerisover038: Guy
ExplosivoFueled: Ryu
Summerisover038: Dhalsim
ExplosivoFueled: Chun Li
Summerisover038: Balrog
ExplosivoFueled: Zangief
Summerisover038: M. Bison
ExplosivoFueled: Sagat
Summerisover038: (ahahhahaha
Summerisover038: (josh
Summerisover038: (i really am listening to metal
Summerisover038: (and i'm imagining us in an actual game, like on TV
Summerisover038: (where death metal is playing and we're shouting out the names of video game characters. its fucking hilarious)
ExplosivoFueled: (Haha, awesome.)
Summerisover038: (anyway,
Summerisover038: juni
ExplosivoFueled: Vega
Summerisover038: Cammy
ExplosivoFueled: Akuma
Summerisover038: Sakura
ExplosivoFueled: Dee Jay
Summerisover038: hmm
Summerisover038: Fei Long
ExplosivoFueled: Thunder Hawk
Summerisover038: E. Ryu (technically he IS a character)
ExplosivoFueled: (True.)
ExplosivoFueled: Dan.
Summerisover038: Mondo
Summerisover038: (DAN. I COULDN'T THINK OF HIS NAME.)
ExplosivoFueled: (Heh.)
ExplosivoFueled: Eagle.
Summerisover038: Charlie
ExplosivoFueled: ...shit.
Summerisover038: (rofl)
ExplosivoFueled: You win, I'm all out.
Summerisover038: Juli & Rose
Summerisover038: we didn't guess them,
Summerisover038: good game though
Summerisover038: Or Birdie
Summerisover038: or Saddom
ExplosivoFueled: Shit, how could I forget Birdie?
Summerisover038: Good game though
Summerisover038: k
Summerisover038: your pick
ExplosivoFueled: Final Fantasy.
Summerisover038: (I WAS HOPING YOUD SAY THAT)
ExplosivoFueled: (Sweet.)
ExplosivoFueled: Cloud.
Summerisover038: Squall
ExplosivoFueled: Zidane.
Summerisover038: Selphie
ExplosivoFueled: Mr. T (Barret)
Summerisover038: Garnet
ExplosivoFueled: Celes
Summerisover038: Vivi
ExplosivoFueled: Tifa
Summerisover038: Red XIII
ExplosivoFueled: Aeris
Summerisover038: Yuffie
ExplosivoFueled: Cid
Summerisover038: Vincent
ExplosivoFueled: Zell
Summerisover038: Cait Sith
ExplosivoFueled: Mog.
Summerisover038: Edgar
ExplosivoFueled: Tidus.
Summerisover038: Sabin
ExplosivoFueled: Fighter
Summerisover038: (this game is pretty xroflzxtru3xlol!!11xHXxCrazy)
Summerisover038: Payne
ExplosivoFueled: Thief
Summerisover038: Monk
Summerisover038: (Tactics counts.)
ExplosivoFueled: (Tr00.)
ExplosivoFueled: (Tactics is my fave FF game.)
ExplosivoFueled: Red Mage.
Summerisover038: Summoner.
ExplosivoFueled: Black Mage.
Summerisover038: Geomancer.
ExplosivoFueled: White Mage.
Summerisover038: Knight.
ExplosivoFueled: Blue Mage.
Summerisover038: Squire.
ExplosivoFueled: Ninja.
Summerisover038: Samurai
ExplosivoFueled: Blackbelt.
Summerisover038: Time Mage.
ExplosivoFueled: (Nice one.)
ExplosivoFueled: Kefka.
Summerisover038: (tru1c1d3)
Summerisover038: Dancer.
ExplosivoFueled: Archer.
Summerisover038: Sephiroth
ExplosivoFueled: Locke.
Summerisover038: (omfg nice one)
Summerisover038: Calculator
ExplosivoFueled: Sabin.
Summerisover038: you lose, homie
Summerisover038: I already said him
ExplosivoFueled: Oh, shit, you did.
ExplosivoFueled: Good game.
Summerisover038: k
Summerisover038: you pick
Summerisover038: hmm
Summerisover038: i'm thinking of games with alot of characters
Summerisover038: I can only think of one but I won't do as good as some others would
Summerisover038: Oh
ExplosivoFueled: Pokemon.
Summerisover038: OMG
Summerisover038: Its throwdown time.
ExplosivoFueled: Haha.
Summerisover038: k
Summerisover038: GO.
Summerisover038: (death metal)
ExplosivoFueled: Flareon.
Summerisover038: Cubone.
ExplosivoFueled: Ninetales.
Summerisover038: Entei.
ExplosivoFueled: Voltorb.
Summerisover038: Bulbasaur.
ExplosivoFueled: Pikachu.
Summerisover038: Raichu.
ExplosivoFueled: Pichu.
Summerisover038: Clefairy.
ExplosivoFueled: Jigglypuff.
Summerisover038: Wigglytuff.
ExplosivoFueled: Clefable.
Summerisover038: Jigglynuts.
Summerisover038: (jk jk jk)
Summerisover038: Charmander.
ExplosivoFueled: Geodude.
Summerisover038: Onyx.
ExplosivoFueled: Eevee.
Summerisover038: Mew.
ExplosivoFueled: Mewtwo.
Summerisover038: Blastoise
ExplosivoFueled: Dratini.
Summerisover038: Dragonite
ExplosivoFueled: Dragonair.
Summerisover038: Pidgey
ExplosivoFueled: Pidegeot.
Summerisover038: Pidgeotto
ExplosivoFueled: Snorlax.
Summerisover038: Polywrath
ExplosivoFueled: Zapdos.
Summerisover038: Weedle
ExplosivoFueled: Articuno.
Summerisover038: Beedrill
ExplosivoFueled: Kakuna.
Summerisover038: Metapod
ExplosivoFueled: Magmar.
Summerisover038: hmm
Summerisover038: Butterfree
ExplosivoFueled: Caterpie.
Summerisover038: Charizard
ExplosivoFueled: Moltres.
Summerisover038: (CATERPIE. COULD NOT THINK OF IT)
Summerisover038: Hoot-hoot.
ExplosivoFueled: Electrode.
Summerisover038: Alakazam
ExplosivoFueled: Diglett.
Summerisover038: Hypno
ExplosivoFueled: Nidoran (male)
Summerisover038: Dugtrio
ExplosivoFueled: Nidoran (female)
Summerisover038: (cheap shootin' m**********er)
ExplosivoFueled: (Haha!)
Summerisover038: Venusaur
ExplosivoFueled: Rattata.
Summerisover038: hmmm
Summerisover038: hmm
Summerisover038: lemme think...
Summerisover038: STARYU.
ExplosivoFueled: Starmie.
Summerisover038: (this game is super hard,
Summerisover038: if I guess one, you can guess the evolved of it and I gotta go back to square 1.)
Summerisover038: hm.
Summerisover038: Wheezing.
ExplosivoFueled: You lose.
ExplosivoFueled: It's spelled "Weezing," bitch.
Summerisover038: Man **** my ****in ********* you ***** ***** cheese ********in ******* rifle ****in ****er.
Summerisover038: good game.
ExplosivoFueled: You too.
Summerisover038: hm
Summerisover038: so its 2-2
Summerisover038: You got megaman, pokemon,
Summerisover038: I got Final Fantasy, and...
Summerisover038: street fighter
ExplosivoFueled: SF.
Summerisover038: true
Summerisover038: hmm now I pick
Summerisover038: ...
Summerisover038: Tek.
Summerisover038: Ken.
ExplosivoFueled: I barely know that one, sorry.
Summerisover038: Yeah
Summerisover038: I might just pwn you on it
Summerisover038: cause i'm all about some tekken
Summerisover038: Okay
Summerisover038: hmm
Summerisover038: Lemme think...
Summerisover038: ...
Summerisover038: Mortal Kombat.
ExplosivoFueled: Haha.
ExplosivoFueled: I knew that one was coming.
ExplosivoFueled: Alright, let's do this shit.
ExplosivoFueled: Kano.
Summerisover038: Goro.
ExplosivoFueled: Liu Kang.
Summerisover038: Scorpion.
ExplosivoFueled: Raiden.
Summerisover038: Sub Zero.
ExplosivoFueled: Johnny Cage.
Summerisover038: Sonya.
ExplosivoFueled: Mileena.
Summerisover038: Katana.
ExplosivoFueled: Baraka.
Summerisover038: Rain.
ExplosivoFueled: Ermac.
Summerisover038: Jax.
ExplosivoFueled: Smoke.
Summerisover038: Reptile.
ExplosivoFueled: Noob Saibot.
Summerisover038: (ahahahha rofl rofl best name EVER.)
Summerisover038: Kung Lao
ExplosivoFueled: Cyrax.
Summerisover038: Sheeva.
ExplosivoFueled: Kabal.
Summerisover038: Kombatant.
ExplosivoFueled: (Heh.)
ExplosivoFueled: Rain.
Summerisover038: You lose.
Summerisover038: I already said rain
ExplosivoFueled: Shit, you did.
ExplosivoFueled: Shitty shit shit.
ExplosivoFueled: Right when I lost, the thunder came in on the song "Raining Blood."
Summerisover038: Now here is where I prance around with a battle axe to cannibal corpse and you vomit all over school children and huge, epileptic signs flash "PWN3D" on a giant, plasma screen TV.
ExplosivoFueled: Hahaha.
Summerisover038: I get a viking hat and you get a baseball cap with a pokeball on it.
ExplosivoFueled: Heh.
Summerisover038: Wow, I think I might have just invented the coolest game ever.
ExplosivoFueled: I agree.
FINAL SCORE:
BRIAN: 3-Street Fighter, Final Fantasy, Mortal Kombat
JOSH: 2-Megaman, Pokemon
W/e, we're all winners in Level 8. Shhhhhhhhhhhhhyt, son. |
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| Merry Holidays |
[Dec. 26th, 2005|05:58 am] |
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| | Can we still be friends? | ] |
We're all tugging strings.
I've realized, just now, that most of my life has been gauged to do good. I've bit my lip when it should have been screaming,
clenched my fist when it should have busted someone's lip open,
told white lies where the dark truth should have put an end to whatever it threatened.
Well, here's a different start this christmas:
I love watching people destroy themselves.
I love it when they hold on to something so dear,
parade it around in hopes of blooming jealousy,
and watch it crash and ooze from their eyes,
just to parade that around in hopes of scraping sympathy.
I love it when people lie to me,
drink themselves to misery and loneliness,
and expect me to work up good words and
tell me they are my friends and they'll never back down.
I love watching people try to pull my arms and sway my eyes where they want,
insulting my intellegence while retaining their own.
There is a point to all of that previous, shady banter:
all too often do people cast away their dearest friends,
only to find themselves in need of their help.
Forgiveness, in my opinion, is a very, very big weakness.
I'll leave forgiveness at god's door, and hope that his existence carries.
I am a proud, proud person.
But that doesn't make me who I am.
Who loves me, is what makes me
I'm proud that I have friends, REAL friends, with REAL problems who are very, very cool.
Proud to know people who would sacrafice money, clothing and time to see me.
Proud to know that I lived in a town where one thing means everything; respect.
I'm proud when I play with my little brothers and they tug at my shirt and call me daddy
I'm proud when I see faces i haven't seen in years light up like an ornament when my face does the same
I'm proud to sleep in the homes of my friends, to be awakened quietly and talk unprovoked about any subject without fear of repression or agression.
I'm proud to come to this little town in the middle of nowhere to find people busting their asses to earn respect,
rather than messing up and expecting sympathy.
My friends are amazing people. They work so hard, put up with so much shit, and they get over it. They walk among everyone else, who are unable to see how amazing they are.
I bought my family gifts
I bought my korshka so much
I played RE4 with zak and jeff, watched HT and passed out
I played a ukelale(wtf) for Adam's crack-parrot
I got a pistol and a knife from my fam'ly
I miss my korshka
I did alot, really.
I beat Civ 4 using Rebecca the Great ( Russia killed America in 1938. Rock.)
I watched Forest Gump on a personal DVD player mom found in the trash, ( amazingly, it works perfectly.)
..And that's all I have to say about that |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 23rd, 2005|10:05 pm] |
"Can't you see that i'm all clean an' glistenin' n' shit?"
hahahahah |
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